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Posted on
Monday, October 24, 2011
There are days that are meant to be remembered and some are better off forgotten.
Hi diary, its 24th October 2011. I finally have that eenie meenie bit of mood to blog. And i know, no one would read this post except for me. Glad to say that my boyfriend & i are almost 1yr 4mths together. And there is no way i'm gonna put a stop t this relationship cos right now i love him like only God knows & i truly believe that he is the only one that will go the extra mile for me. Anyway, just wanna let out something. I love my boyfriend so much, except or the times when he scolded me for multiple times like as if i do not understand, when he purposely spit sarcasm shit into my face and when he starts to play rough with me. I hope he would think twice next time if he reads this. Life's been really good for me lately. And i'm grateful to have such a loving family, faithful boyfriend & fun colleagues. Gdnight!
Posted on
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
1 year 1 month had passed.

13 months gone.

We're still holding on strong.

I love you my baby boy.

Posted on
Sunday, June 26, 2011


Its been months since I've updated my blog. Been busy with life, I rarely have the time. My life have been through so many heartbreaks, disappointment, happiness and joy. On a brighter note, I'm still with Imran. Almost a year now. I'm happy being with him, but the longer we're together, the less happy I get. I have no idea if it's my mistake or what went wrong. We just changed into someone we said we'll never be. I just can't stop crying everyday, remembering the words he had spitted at me. I don't understand why the guy I've always love would hurt me at the end of the day. The just won't continue loving me like they did since we started. Apologies, can't help it. Guess I shall stop for now.
Posted on
Monday, March 28, 2011
I was hoping for USS with you specially on your belated 23rd or maybe our advance 9th. I just couldn't believe I made the decision to walk out even though deep down I love you, so much. But I can't afford to keep on hurting you and you'll keep on spitting criticism on me. I am hard on you because thats how I am. I may not be the best girlfriend you ever had, but I just wanna let you know, you were my longest & bestest boyfriend ever who had took great care of me with every inch of your courage. The one who taught me love. I had experience 9 months of pure bliss, true love and just perfect guy ever.
Posted on
Sunday, January 23, 2011


This is for you since this song below couldn't get in your head.